Dear Eric,

Wow I really can’t believe it’s been four months already. Though I couldn’t spend the whole of last month with you, I’m incredibly grateful for those several hours each day during which I got to talk with you. We both have been sacrificing so much — waking up early and sleeping late each night just to talk and keep in touch.

This past month has been really difficult, with misunderstandings and over-thinking and all that pooey stuff. At least, I guess, we only have another month left to go till we see each other. It’ll be difficult seeing/meeting up with you sometimes, but we’ll make the best of it, huh? And if I have to go out for piano teaching one day, you can totes sit in and watch or something hahah. Just kid. I won’t make you wait (much). And I must be crazy to let you watch me anyway

Anyyyhow, the three months that I DID get to spend with you were incredible. We got close pretty quickly, hanging out for most of the day everyday. Gradually, we more or less spent like, 24/7 with each other, which some people have criticized, but.. we’ll see what happens this coming year, meh? You’ll be so busy with your thesis. ;( I can see myself running up and down the path between Weshop and Olin/SciLi (wherever your carrel is), fetching you food haha <3

Whatever happens in the future, you know I’ll always support you and be there for you, and I’m so glad to know you’ll happily do the same for me. Even before we got together, you’ve never failed to be there for me when I needed someone. It’s no wonder so many people (-cough- girls) run to you to vent. ;D

So like.. I promised you I wouldn’t read your entry before I was done with this. Don’t know how long yours is or what tone you wrote yours in. I’m trying to suppress the mushiness a bit Haha. Doot doo..

Anyways, we’ve got 29 more days to go. I’m sososo incredibly excited I personally don’t think NYC has that many things to do or places to go, but we’ll come up with something =) We could meet up with your friends and have dimsum in Flushing or Manhattan or even Brooklyn, haha. Ooh. And then you could meet my city friends, all of whom know who you are by now And we’ll go KTV-ing, pinkberry-ing, shopping, speedboating, rowboating, horse-carriage-riding around Central Park, beaching, etc. It’s all up to you I really can’t wait for that incredible night at South Street Seaport <3

So happy fourth month! I’ve honestly never been happier in a relationship Every [intangible] thing you’ve given me has been so genuine. I truly appreciate you and the love & trust you’ve given me. =) Thanks for everything, and I mean it from the bottom of my heart.

You’re the best and you know it. ;P
Sorry this isn’t as deep as it potentially can be (you know.. like my private entries.. ), but I’m making it as appropriate of a public entry as possible for our readers. Haaa. <3

Completely Yours,
Victoria

My dearest,

Four months have gone by, and our love seems to deepen, strengthen and grow firmer with every month that passes. It makes me so glad, my heart sings with joy whenever I think of you, whenever I think of us.

I love our stories. How we met, the little things that brought us together, that great big pounce… reminiscing with you has made this long separation a little more bearable, a little more endurable. Ah what delight there is in musing over so beautiful a love, and how comforting it is that, though the endless distances may keep us apart, still we find means to nourish our love and watch it grow.

To be with you, it is the opiate I so devoutly wish for. Everyday I long for that hour when we will finally be reunited, to bury myself in your fond embrace, to taste the sweet nectar of your honeyed lips. Indeed, this separation is as a wound to my heart, and casts a pale shadow over these long, joy-less days, yet I take solace in the knowledge that, a month hence, we shall be celebrating our fifth month, and we shall be celebrating it together.

I love you Victoria, with all my nervous, boyish heart. ♥ You have given me more than I could ever ask for. Always I have found my happiness in the service of others, yet you are the one person who has ever made me feel fully appreciated, like well and truly appreciated. And it means a lot to me, Victoria, it really does.

-muah!-

Faithfully yours,
Eric