07.03.08
I’m Sorry
My love,
You are my everything, Victoria. I am so very sorry, that these pooey things had to happen and ruin all our happy plans together. OMG it makes me so mad to think that the countdown was getting so low… and then I had to go make a stupid mistake like that and blow it all.
Sigh.
I seem to do nothing but make stupid mistakes. 
I really really wish I could be there right now, with you, hugging you as you sleep. I miss that so so much. And I worry about you, I worry that you’re not eating enough, I worry that you’ll fall sick, I worry that I won’t get back soon enough, and it’d break your heart. I worry so much.
You have to be strong for me, darling. Please? I will come back to you as soon as I can, and you can make me drink all the pooey tonic you want. Ok?
I love you, with all my heart.
I really do.
-nuzzle-
Your babyroo,
Eric
Victoria said,
July 3, 2008 at 9:23 am
Dear, it wasn’t your fault that it happened. Stop bashing yourself =(
And don’t worry about me; I’ll be fine
I promise I won’t end up at the hospital for non-accidental reasons hahaa <3 sigh. just kidding.
..but I really will try to take care of myself better, like I promised you.
and I’m more worried for you than anything right now. good to know you’re treating yourself well.. and that your brothers are actually your slaves
I love you. don’t worry. we’ll make it through. :]
Thanks for the entry. It was really unexpected <3